Its My Mind

Its been almost 3 years .....

Lots to blog about....Let me start out with te most chaotic stuff in me...

One thing which I am so happy about is my memory. Its very much volatile .I need not carry the heavy and hard past in me ,it jst disappears as time moves, so I get healed easily. The very reason for this blog is jst to put down things before I forget :P

Like everyone else in this simple world I wish to do whatever my heart longs for. But that never happened I was never driven by my impulses. Till recently I never knew what was stopping me from being spontaneous.

There is a rule (working out in my mind) which is not controlled by my conscious mind, how this rule was formulated in me is something which I have not discovered yet. But what it does ?

It induces fear ………….

Fear of losing , fear of being embarrassed, fear of being side lined....so slowly fear worked its way top and took off everything that I was capable off. Fear that this post will not be read by anyone or will be criticized......So what? whats te big deal if no one s gonna read this post.Though I cannot give a rational explanation on how it works , I can share my part of experience in tackling it. As I already mentioned this fear is not of conscious mind. It is like a trigger, it jst punches right on ur face .When ? is something that each of us have to figure out. In my case ,whenever iam to prepare for an exam I can never concentrate ,I get disturbed coz Iam worried more about the failure that might follow.It feels good to close the book and get some sleep ,but next exam still makes me feel the same. The point is dodging fear would still keep it alive , going through the fear is the only way to win over. Just take up the stuff that triggers fear and let it slap you…..First slap would be painful and rest would redefine those pre set rules .This s something that has to be realised ,experienced by self.Theoretically , here is the solution.........Iam happy going through it ,Its been quite a transition :) Iam experiencing money,driving,watching ......its liberating............. :)

So whats chaotic?????? the thoughts.....its random ,fearsome , it defines u .

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I still remember the first day when my cousin introduced me to WORLD WIDE WEB....First thing which i did was creating a yahoo mail ID ,this was way back in 2000.... still tat scenario remains in my mind as fresh as it jst hapnd yesterday.I was proud tat i had a mail ID though there was no soul to send me a single mail ;-) Later by 2002 i owned a computer on my own and the system was powered with Dial up connection.I said it transformed my life na...did anyone ask me how??? yep here s the answer......"TO STAND OUT UNIQUE FROM OTHERS U MUST KNOW SOMETHING WHICH OTHERS DONT KNOW".....i stood out ,i used to be very week in General knowledge,but with computers i was lured by its fantasy came close to it never mastered but had a romantic relationship with it....This ultimately made me unique....
By late internet became a household name....now everyone knows where my secret lies in...so im no longer unique...but ppls perception abt me never changed since then...."i still remained a tech savvy person" but never i was...i just lvd computers tat s it.
All through these years i've loved few sites i've lived in few sites, so here goes the list which made me rich not jst by money bt by ppl n knowledge

www.howstuffworks.com -----> All the basic facts and know-hows abt technology can be masterd with this gadget in pocket but blow me down it s sooooooo big tat it wont fit in to ursss...

www.blueportal.org ---------->books....boooks and more e-books for free especially technology Go out and grab one.



www.demonoid.com---------->The one which gave me a break from technology and led me into the world of entertainment.Blow me down u get hell lot of movies here.Much to say abt this site....Its packed with all kindaa softwares tooo....

www.dictionary.com---------->i knew i would never remember all those clumsy english words Iam the god of words when iam in net....any word u say i can understand....so this is my secret behind my correct responses to all those english freak out there tryin to overpower me.....keep dreamin buddies...never u could ,atleast when iam powered with My BROAAAAAAD BAND

www.orkut.com-------------->everyone knew it as fun filled social networkin site...apart from that it has a great deal of knowledge dumped .Want to know where...check out few of the most mind blowin communities and geeks who post out there.....u will become a geek too.

www.google.com------------->I can never forget google ,it has quenched my thirst many million times.......long live Larry page and Sergey Brin.


www.yahoo.com------------->Bit sentimental :0) this was the first site i dropped in..Thought this was the called internet hehehehe.... :=)


Though we visit many sites ,browse thru,accidentally fall into....there are jst few sites tat change out our life...these are one such sites which has made a difference to ma life

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These 2 Pics taken from some religious places like Kasi....was the most decent pic which i could upload for these blogs.To be ashamed there were many nude pics of girls or ladies changing clothes.Ive blogged abt this not to frighten u all ...but this is our society,this is how it will behave with girls... It cant bee changed But instead of u girls becoming a prey or getting tensed after seeing this blog ,u can be safe from these things if u are little bit aware of ur surrounding.

I bow and apologise to those ladies ,whoever they are iam extremely sorry to have used there pic in this blog.but yet i had no other go..

I will jus giv u few tips on were a girl could be easily cheated like that of above pic..

*When u are with ur Boy friend.Never ever accept ur Bf's request for nude photos or videos.

many would be surprised whether such things happen in our country.But daily 1000s of MMS are spreading to every remote corner of net.Unforyuanately even Indian girls pose in such a way for there not very loyal BF's

*Make sure u dont fully strip of ur clothes in any Public dressing room ,Hotels,or anywhere even in Ur Frnz house

*Its usual for many girls in Hostel to pose semi naked n play around.But unfortunately many such internal hostel secrets have leaked out.

*Even though u bath in a religious ,sacred river make sure u dont give room for any cleavages..

*This is far more dangerous sorry to say about that....If u are not aware iam really worried to say that many husbands have really passed videos or photos of their loyal Wives who dumb headedly Do whatever their partner says

Girls This is really a Mans world though the trend is changing U are becoming modern,more optimistic n every other hell of qualities u cant get thru wickedness of few people around u.Be ur Own brother or ur Husband make one thing Clear u r still an Indian

Hope few would be angry,surprised,shocked or even have hell of fear .But Dont be afraid jus be aware wherever u go,whatever u do ..... Not always that somebody will Watch u.

With Tears and Cheers-------------------------------------------Karthik

I once again apologise to those girls in the pic..................

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